Just Thinking

Well I did get some good feedback, all of which I will try to accomplish. I have a lot on my mind lately, so I just took some advice. I sat down, took some deep breaths, closed my eyes, and smiled. I think the biggest thing in my life right now is to keep God and Joy in my heart. Today was a difficult day for me I think mostly because things were slow for once (which im really not used to).

Since starting school and even before that, money has been tight, and I have found myself wondering lately what exactly happens to people when they have no money?? I can't exactly see myself out on the streets, i guess that is a good thing. ....In the midst of me writing this I stopped to take a break. Coming back i thought I should check my email. I got an email from my grandma that was a video. In the video there was an Asian couple with im assuming their son. They were singing the song "God will take care of you" and I believe that. I have to.  

In one hand it seems as though I am overwhelmed with complete frustration, and in the other I'm trying to succumb the frustration with Joy and Peace. Corey likes when I am happy and full of joy, and he has noticed some times that I am always happy. He said after church I am happy, after dance I am happy, after being with my friends I am happy, and lastly but certainly not least I am always happy to see little Webster!

So I think I will do two things on my blog. I think I will vent about the things that bother me and cause frustration, this way I can get it off my chest and I don't have to necessarily bother anyone with it. Plus I can write about the things that make me so happy, and again get to share it:)

Something to Write About!

So I know that up until now I still have not come up with anything to consistently write about. I have had a few thoughts here and there, but nothing has come out and said "Yes!, this is it! I'm what you want to write about".

In the last year I have bought a house, got married, lost my job, got a puppy, done a bit of cooking (although I'm not very good at it), worked in a vineyard, and as of just recent went back to college as a full-time student. Yet, I still feel like nothing is worth writing about.

So I have posted this blog on my facebook page in hopes of gaining interest from a few people, and maybe get some feedback on what I should pursue as a writing topic.

So family, friends, strangers, please tell me what you think!!!

Im New At It

Well I am not too sure if anyone is reading this..or if anyone ever will read it, but I figure what the heck. I might as well start writing and who knows what will happen. I have obviously never done anything like this before and I wonder if im even doing it right..so excuse me if im not:)...it suprises me even a little that im only JUST starting to blog..after all I am 21 and living in this technical day where everything I do should be written down for all to see..haha...I think I am going to try to come up with something that I should consistantly write about..that way I can maybe create some interest...I was thinking along the lines of something like the movie Julie and Julia..I could take a challenge of some sort and blog about it daily...coudnt I??? well i think i can..haha I will find something!!! I will not disappoint you!!!

If there is a you :S