Well I did get some good feedback, all of which I will try to accomplish. I have a lot on my mind lately, so I just took some advice. I sat down, took some deep breaths, closed my eyes, and smiled. I think the biggest thing in my life right now is to keep God and Joy in my heart. Today was a difficult day for me I think mostly because things were slow for once (which im really not used to).
Since starting school and even before that, money has been tight, and I have found myself wondering lately what exactly happens to people when they have no money?? I can't exactly see myself out on the streets, i guess that is a good thing. ....In the midst of me writing this I stopped to take a break. Coming back i thought I should check my email. I got an email from my grandma that was a video. In the video there was an Asian couple with im assuming their son. They were singing the song "God will take care of you" and I believe that. I have to.
In one hand it seems as though I am overwhelmed with complete frustration, and in the other I'm trying to succumb the frustration with Joy and Peace. Corey likes when I am happy and full of joy, and he has noticed some times that I am always happy. He said after church I am happy, after dance I am happy, after being with my friends I am happy, and lastly but certainly not least I am always happy to see little Webster!
So I think I will do two things on my blog. I think I will vent about the things that bother me and cause frustration, this way I can get it off my chest and I don't have to necessarily bother anyone with it. Plus I can write about the things that make me so happy, and again get to share it:)
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